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Need of a shoulder

March 19 2009 at 9:55 AM
Angela  (Login nobodys.fool)

 

I'm home from work today because in a couple of hours I am goig in for a breast biopsy. Something was seen on a routine mamogram. Went back for a second one and they also did an ultrasound. Since they still can't be sure what it is, I am going in for a biopsy today. I am scared about the procedure itself, and even more scared about the results. I should know Monday.

Husband and friends are being very supportive...but nobody knows EVERYTHING going through my head. My self-esteem was badly damaged by the affairs and still is. Could never help but compare myself to "Mrs. Perfect Breasts". I actually, horrible person that I am, wished something like this on her. Maybe this is my penance for those thoughts.

So here I sit and wait and wonder and if the worst case scenario comes to be, it will just cement in my head the feeling of being ugly that I have had for the past 3 1/2 years.

Could use some prayers.



    
This message has been edited by nobodys.fool on Mar 19, 2009 9:56 AM


 
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 Re: Need of a shoulderAnonymousMar 20, 2009, 6:36 AM
 Re: Need of a shoulderAnonymousMar 20, 2009, 8:23 AM
 Re: Need of a shoulderAngelaMar 20, 2009, 4:37 PM
 Re: Need of a shoulderAngelaMar 21, 2009, 1:33 PM
 Re: Need of a shoulderKathyMar 24, 2009, 9:21 AM
 Re: Need of a shoulderAnonymousMar 27, 2009, 9:01 AM
 Re: Need of a shoulderAngelaMar 27, 2009, 6:57 PM
 Re: Need of a shoulderAnonymousMar 27, 2009, 10:37 PM
 Re: Need of a shoulderAnonymousMar 28, 2009, 12:45 AM
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 whew, AngelaJean150Apr 30, 2009, 10:39 AM
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