I'd like to say 'Happy Easter' to everyone but I didn't get an easter egg (good thing as my belly is too big as it is) so I'm gonna have a FRIED egg!! Much better for me! With fried bacon and mushrooms. I won't have fried bread though, cos I can't fit it in the pan, so I'll have nice healthy toast xxxxx
Holidays are always difficult for me. Being in a sham pseudo-marriage situation its hard putting on the brave face for the world in general. I took my daughter to church today and watched as, during the exchanging of the sign of peace at mass, a husband and wife in the pew in front of us lovingly shook hands with their kids and then took each others hands, gave each other a kiss on the cheek and said "peace by with you."
It was beautiful and very moving to see a family observing a tradition together and doing so with love and affection.
Thing is I never really had that. Oh sure, we always did the usual holiday stuff together -- dinners, gifts, visits to family etc...but nothing like that.
Ah well, it's over. Day went pretty well. Can't really complain. Only snapped at HINO once or twice this weekend. I'm learning how to "deal"....
Jane - all I can say is 'you never know what goes on behind closed doors.' I hate to be a cynic...but after all of the post-affair shit - I can tell you that there are 'some' people who put on a really good show in front of others.
Apparently H and I do too....about a week ago, a salesperson that we have had dealings with recently (and who we got along great with) told me how 'refreshing' it was to deal with such a wonderful couple.
......huh?......is that 'us' you're talking about?.......
I almost laughed...or vomitted...I wasn't sure which was going to happen. Instead, I choked on my coffee...which almost started to come out of my nose.
I'll gladly receive my Oscar any time now.......
This message has been edited by KJR2 on Mar 29, 2005 5:34 PM
