Today I have a sense of "normalcy". But I know deep down it is a false sense. I want things to be better now that the papers came and we are not waiting. Now we will be waiting on the DNA. I feel about 90% sure it's his. So that is what I'm expecting. Expect the worse. Then all we have do is send money every month and it's all over. Right? That's the way I want it to be, but it's not gonna be the reality. My H wants nothing to do with the decision the OW made to bring the OC into the world. He told her the minute he found out, he did not want this. He says he has his family with me and that is all he wants. Remember, she told him she couldn't have anymore children.
Thanks Tex, you advised me to keep posting to get all opinions and have been an awesome help in a short time. I'm still is disbelief about how much "strangers" care. Maybe I can start posting comments for others as I work through this myself. It might give me some confidence in myself that someone cares what I think.