My fantasies

I have foreigner's mail friend. I have sexual fantasies. He know my fantasies. He recommended me to open my fantasies to this forum.

I am a 32 year old Japanese wife, who lives in Japan. I have a Japanese husband and one child. I have been married for more than 5 years. I always act like a typical,
conservative, Japanese wife. Everybody who knows me, thinks that I am just a normal, conservative wife. However, I have secret, dark desires.

Nobody knows my darkest sexual fantasies. I secretly yearn to be used violently like a slut, by groups of black men. I can't admit this to my husband, or tell anyone I know about my fantasies...but I can't stop myself thinking about doing that. If you are a black man, I'd like to hear your message.