Re: PDR

paula should have given you, bill ratekin, all the personal items belonging to anissa. i wonder if anissa's lock of hair still exists somewhere.

i could forgive paula for alot of what she did, but one thing i just can not wrap my head around is the cremation of anissa, and then throwing her ashes to the wind.

i truly can't fathom it. didn't paula need a grave where she could go and cry over her beloved daughter? there was plenty of money left for a grave for anissa.

and what if fans were to visit anissa's grave? is that so awful? to this day people still make pilgramage to fairmount, indiana to visit james dean's grave, they've chipped off pieces from his tombstone to take as souvenirs, but is that so awful?

"hey, we don't want strangers and fans visiting anissa's grave, so let's burn her little body, and throw the ashes to the wind!", can't forgive paula for that. it's too nihilistic, too cruel, brutality visited upon brutality.

was paula or john paul, as adults, atheist?