..bit confused?

This is such a massive board dedicated to Anissa Jones- unfortunatly being in UK, is hard to get hold of dvds that will play on machine, but have seen enough to love this show and if only they made shows like this these days. so heartwarming, but very sad to hear about what happened to both Brian Keith and Anissa Jones. What's confusing is the whole issue on here about who knew Anissa truly, who did not who this or that person is and what they may or may not be trying to hide? I have read just a handful of the posts and am lost completely! I take it this "private forum" is only open to specific people. I think there is a lot of great info on here to celebrate Anissa's life, but a bit lost! Also, I can safely say I know nobody on this forum-I found it, I know none of Anissa's friends, nor Anissa or anyone from her family nor intend to pretend that I do. lol. Will I be a lost soul on here? :)