It is particularly hard

for me to speak up and sound my heart to people. Childhood conditioned me to STFU or suffer for speaking. So I generally do keep my feelings (ones that would be perceived as negative) close to the vest. I'm a little sorry already for what I said over at Jules but mostly because of the responses. Can't throw fists over the internet so that's a plus for speaking my mind. I don't generally like saying negative things about people 'cause I know how it feels to be criticized but sometimes I just gotta say it and get it done. Oh well. Some bandaids just gotta be ripped off and done with.