I'm really sorry to hear about your loss. If it's any consolation, I cry like a little girl when one of my kids passes away. I'm not kidding. (Megan can vouch for this, she's been a witness) If it helps to know that others feel your pain, check out my ferret page. I don't mean to pimp my website, and it's definitely a (rough) work in progress, but check out my ferret page:
http://mysite.verizon.net/ricknye/id5.html
I have links to each Rainbow Bridge page for each of my kids who has passed away. And I still cry like a girl sometimes when I re-read those pages...