you know, I could have had a better attitude than I did...I didn't mean to say this like I did...I hope they know that I do like them! :P
On the way home, God really started correcting some underlying attitudes I had had and I didn't even realize they were there! Nothing to do with YOU guys, of course...more just having to do with my relationship with Him....or lack thereof. There are so many times that I hold back what I want to give to God, because I'm afraid of what might happen if I let go. But you know, it's easier to let go than hold on to anything else that's not Jesus. Easier for your
spirit. Sometimes He just gets a hold of me and goes, "WHOA! Wait! You're getting ahead of Me. You're putting yourself before someone else, and that's WRONG" A good "thunk" in the head would be so much easier, you'd think! But, no, He's gentle...you can't even hear Him 'til you're listening close enough. I wasn't listening closely at all until the trip on the way to Rhonda's after seeing you guys. So see, it was a miracle that you saw Jesus in me at all.
Alayne, thank you for being so open with me that morning on the couch. It was wonderful to be close to you like that, share the similar background experiences and know you understand me, and I understand you. So rare. So beautiful. You are priceless. I know Daniel couldn't have a better girl.
And we could just go on and on and on about how much we love eachother, how cool we are...which we ARE...

but....there is ONE person to thank SOOO much more than anyone else, for working on ALL OF US (EVERYONE who knows Him), and molding us, slowing chipping away the rotten stuff that only stifles and suffocates us, creating something beautiful inside of us. I hope I can remember that He is 100% responsible for anything good in my life...including meeting and knowing unique individuals like you, Daniel and Rhonda!
:D
You know, fellowship with other Christians is something you can't trade for anything else in this world. Makes you kinda wonder what it's going to be like in HEAVEN.....
I can't WAIT!
Whoohoo! Let the party begin!
(ok, i'm done...sorry for rambling, Steve!)