I just got back from a funeral, etc, and now I have to run and and go to work. Just checking email and stuff.
Anyways.......
oh gosh, much to catch up with,I guess.
I'll talk to you later. Call me sometime. I have a prayer request for a friend of mine who's going through a LOT right now. Her name is Lisa, and over the past year she's lost her newly wed husband AND her 8 year old boy.
Hey, Rhonda, I'll try and call tomorrow night (Thursday)
August 18 2005, 1:25 AM
I'm sorry, I've just been busy, and you know, on top of that, I've been CRABBY these past two days! It must be stress, I don't know. but I hope it goes away soon. I hate it when I feel like biting someone's head off. Chocolate milk and reading the Bible really helps, though. Not to mention sleep, which I'm about to take a dose of!
I got a call this afternoon from a guy from a Bible school program in Denton, TX. I wish they would have called me BEFORE I quit working at my other job, BEFORE I took two trips in Arkansas and BEFORE gas prices went up, but I know there has to be some reason why they didn't call til now. God must have a reason. It's up to me just to trust. I think I might visit there, though, before the end of the year is out. Wish I had someone to go with meeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! But I know you're busy with work and stuff, so I'll probably just go by myself if my friend Josh from Ft. Worth, or best friend Lizzie doesn't go with.
Alrighty, love you! Talk to you later!
Ciao,
Keema
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"Scream" (ZoeGirl)
Does anybody know how I feel?
Sometimes I'm numb, sometimes I'm overcome
Does anybody care what's going on?
Do I have to wear my scars like a badge on my arm
For you to see me, I need release
Do I have to scream for you to hear me?
Do I have to bleed for you to see me?
'Cause I grieve, you're not listening to me
Do I need to scream?
Has anybody seen what's been done?
Where was my defense? No one heard my protest
The eyes of God were watching me
It's time to make my peace, let it go and be released
So I can breathe again
I'm on my knees
I've been marked, set apart
But I'm cut so deep and afraid of the dark
One drop of blood from the hole in Your hand
Is enough to heal me and make me stand
'Cause I'm clean, He is listening to me
I don't have to scream for Him to hear me
Don't have to bleed for Him to see me
'Cause I'm clean, He is listening to me
I don't have to scream
I don't have to bleed
'Cause I'm clean, He is listening
And I don't have to scream
Girl, I will try and go with you if you let me know when it is.
August 18 2005, 5:22 PM
I am GLAD you came to ARKANSAS!!! AND I want to see you again SOON!
Exciting things happening in my life right now. Not sure what (hee hee) - I talk by faith!!! =)
I'm sorry you have been stressed. Just relax and drink some chocolate milk!!! Are you sure you want to move away??? There are alot of good jobs here, plus you will be closer to your parents. Are they all settled now???
It would be so neat if you could go with me, BUT I don't think you'll have time...I would go down and stay for like 2 or 3 days, so it would be a three to four day trip. I DOUBT I'll have money, ANYWAY, until like October at the earliest. I'm not sure.
I called Debbie, one of the overseers at the school, and got an answering machine, so I just left a message.
About wanting to move far away....
Rhonda, I do and I don't. There are always pros and cons to moving, or any kind of change. I just want to be wherever God wants me. I don't know if that's far away or right here in my own back yard. It makes it easier to move away when there is something that I am working towards...a REASON FOR moving. Going to Bible school would be a good chance for me to stretch my wings and learn something, meet new people, etc. But I don't know if it's what I'm supposed to do yet. We'll see how things pan out.
My parents...I love them so much...but they are a hassle, and cause hassles, much of the time (but I never said that, ok? ;P ). You don't understand the whole situation, girl. That's okay...maybe you will someday.
My BROTHERS who LIVE with them, on the other hand, are a joy, and I hope that we are able to be a good influence in their life, and possibly try to help them get out of the situation they are in and...well, there's so much to tell.
Love you, girl. I'm tired and stressed right now, so I'd better go. Have to go to work soon.
Keema
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For I know the plans I have for you...plans to give you a hope and a future. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you.
Jer. 29:11 (i think...I'm too tired to remember which one it is...lol)
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