I can't seem to understand why I'm dreaming of a certain place from my childhood. The place is my old nieghborhood. Where I had lived for almost thirteen years. I seem to be able to give people advice when they become troubled with their own experiences, but when it comes to myself, I'm up against a wall... I can't even begin to offer myself any answers to the questions that plague me time and again. About having dreams, nightmares of that place where I grew-up. There's something there, that calls to me in my sleep, Something is trying to contact me, and draw me back there for reasons I don't know, nor understand. I dream of being chased down by horseman, or sometimes I find myself standing alone in the open field behind the house where my family once lived. Alone, the sky, and the air around me takes on a strange, and scary reddish color. These dreams come to me a few nights a month, but they always have to do something with the field behind that house. Does anyone have any ideas to what these dreams mean? I wish I knew. Although I no longer live in Texas anymore. I feel like just taking a trip back there with a metal detector, and a shovel, and start looking for something in that ground within the field. Hoping that I'd find something, or maybe someone that will give me somekind of closure to these wierd dreams that I've been having for several years now. It's just strange...
