Nothing much really, juss an update through some things.
i went to take a shower 2 nights ago. It was dark and no light anywhere. I went to sut the door that lead to the hall, when i saw this white light strech across the floor. Alarmed, as it dissappeared into darkness, i checked my door, it was closed. The computer in the next room, the moitar was shut off. I had this overwelming feeling that something was wrong. It freaked me out. All i wanted to do was hid....but ive gotten that feeling alot latly....ive grown use to it and had to just to start ignoring it.
lately, i've been getting freaked out on my stairs. But ive refused to run. i just try deep breaths....but this feeling. its heavy. its intesting. when i have that certain feeling on the stairs, the feeling that has led me to believe the portal under my stairs is open, i get a rush of emotion, not my emotions and i can hear voice (I am NOT crazy) its a fast, slurred talk, like ppl are wizzing by you. you feel pressured and you can almost not breath...almost get sufficated b/c of it. its supernatural and unworldly. its something that ANYONE who is sensitve would love to expirence. my hairs stick up whenever it happens and ts almost hard to break awy, sort of like a trance, b/c when it gets to be to much, ill feel dizzy and my head wll begin to hurt.
as amazing as this is, something disturbs me....in the back, while this is happening, someone begins to scream, its almost ear shattering. that is proably the main reason why i break away and get away from the stairs. b/c when i get off the staris, the scream, and all the voices stop.
also, less then a month ago, i began to wake up with scratches on my arms. they arent deep. its like fingernails skimming the top enough to bleed. but my nails cant do that. i bite my nails (very BAD habit) and just a couple of nights ago, i woke up with some on my feet as well. i have faded scars from wear i was scratched, which is weird, since it was such a small scratch to begin w/ and also i put cream on it every night.
okay, thats good enough....over the past months, SOMEONE has just loved to turn my TV off...(a couple times on) and mess with some of the lights in my room....but they feel calm....so im alright with that....but the thing in the hallway made me very uneasy.
