How do you overcome seeing your Dad die in front of you, i miss him so much its really tearing me apart. My Mum also is ill with Alzheimers, so i am slowly watching her deteriorate as well. You might say i am greiving for 2 and its horrible.

Im so sorry to hear that you are having such a tough time. I lost my dad to cancer in feb which was very sudden and totally un expected. I too saw him die, its heartbreaking but im glad I was with him to hold his hand and to see him finally be at peace as i know he was in alot of pain, he didnt like us to see him that way.

Im 24 years old and never though id lose my dad this early. Its given me a real brutal lesson in life thats for sure. Ive realise that things like this happen all the time, many of my friends have been through the same thing too.I know at some point in my life I will have to say goodbye to my mum too. I suppose it will happen to everyone eventually, just at different stages of their lives and in different ways, its a harsh reality to face but at least you know you are not alone.

I cant imagine how it feels for you. I really hope things start getting easier and I hope that you are getting all the support you need at this difficult time. Please feel free to email me if you need to chat or just to let go of your worries.