my little boy died nearly two years ago and im still finding things hard would just like to be able to relate to people who know exactly how im feeling x

I read your few words and through them could feel your pain and hurt. The loss of a loved one, a child, or, as in my loss, Sarah, my wife for forty years, is a pain that only those who experience bereavement can understand.
There are, of course, pills and potions that your medioal doctor can prescribe, but these do nothing except on a temporary basis.
I believe that your action in posting a message on this board is a step in the right direction and you will discover that it will help.
The best thing that I did was to take up a pen and put down on paper my feelings, I promise you that it will help.
My next best thing was to create a web site, and I hope that you will visit it.
The site is non commercial, anonymous, and there is nothing to buy, you will find that you are not alone in your feelings of pain and despair, your feelings are natural and similar to many other bereaved persons.
My web site is neither "for" or "against" anything, and I have received several messages of thanks for the help that it gave to the visitors to the site, I am sure that, should you have a look and read "my story" it will help you.
The site is www.wordscanhelp.co.uk
My very best wishes go to you that you may soon find peace of mind, without forgetting, as you never forget.
Remember, you are not alone, you are in the thoughts of all that read this message board.
Love to All. Trevor.

thank you for your kind words , i tried to log on to your site but for some reason it couldnt find it am very low at the min its mearing the two year anniversary so feeling it a little more than usual thought your site would help thanks x x x x anji