miss my mum,brother,and son

Hi
Its been 5 years since i lost my mum and son and 2 years since i lost my brother,im still struggling having nightmares and stuff ,i lost my son he was a late misscarrige 23+5 weeks in march 2001 then my mum in the july 2001 while i was pregnant with my little girl ,i think what makes it worse is i got pg again when my little girl was 2 and my brother died i had a baby boy the day of his funeral,my friends find it akward talking about it and sometimes all i want to do is talk