What's the point of living,what's the point of live, what's the point of anything.

I lost my sole mate, my best friend, my lover, my right arm, my live,34 weeks & 2 days ago.
My hubby was just 35yrs when he had a heart attack and that was it he was gone and no matter what i did nothing help because he was gone.
So what's the point of going on with live when i died with him.
So what is the point of live (there isn't one)

Dear Paula.

I was so sad to read your heartfelt posting and my heart truly goes out to you. I also lost my husband 28 weeks and 5 days ago, and also very suddenly and unexpected at the age of 36. Like you I often feel like life has come to an end and there is really no point in carrying on! I have lost my soul mate, my home (we lived abroad for 18 months), my job and also my dog whom the kennels managed to so say lose whilst I was at my dying husband's bedside! To top it all, my father died on 3rd December!!! What a year!!!!! It is so hard to find a reason to carry on I agree, but somehow we do! I don't think that you ever truly get over such a tragedy, but you learn to live with it. You have every right to be angry and resentful about everything, as it is all part of the greiving process, and nothing that I or anyone else can say will take away the terrible pain that you are suffering, but I hope that it at least helps a little to know that there are people out here who like you are going through exactly the same thing as you. If nothing else it may make you feel less alone in your sorrow. People are very well meaning, but most have very short memories. Their lives go back to normal quite quickly, and this makes you feel even more isolated as you probably know. I have been so lonely since I lost my hubby, but I have learnt to live one day at a time. I never make future plans any more, and give myself a good pat on the back at the end of each day that I have come through it somehow. Some days are much worse than others, and on these days I distract myself by going somewhere different to the norm, and doing things I wouldn't normally do. Have faith Paula, as hard as it is, we will come through this one day. Your husband would have wanted you to carry on and make him proud I am sure, and you will do that with the strength of the love that you have for him. Love never dies - remember that.

Thinking of you.

Yvonne