Lynn, haven't seen you post for a while....hope you're doing ok. I recall you were taking care of Colin's ashes this weekend, we will all be thinking of you.

Post when you feel up to it - understand if you don't, we all go through the dark tunnels at times....just wanted to let you know you in my thoughts.

JW x x

Hi JW and everyone,
I was wondering where Lynn was but didn't know whether to mention it and decided to and saw JW's message!
I do hope Lynn and everyone else on here is okay.
Love,
Louise x

Hi JW, Louise, Derry and everyone else on here,

I am sorry that I haven't been on here much this last week. My grandson is having real problems and we think it is all connected to the death of his beloved grampy who died 8 weeks ago today. My daughter is distraught still and I have had to stay strong for them.

I am coping, just. We are going to scatter the ashes on Sunday and I know that you will be thinking of me. We are dreading this day but it seems right for us to do this now. Perhaps we will all feel a bit of relief afterwards, I truly hope so as my grandson's are so young to have to go through this. I know the younger ones have accepted it and are making cards to tie to their balloons to let off when we do the scatter the ashes, it is the eldest that is struggling with his feelings and I feel so bad for him. But he will come through this and I hope he too feels better after Sunday.

Hope you are all ok and I will get myself back to near normality, hopefully next week.

Take care, I am thinking of all of you.

love Lynn. xxx