Its fathers day coming up, though i've lost my dad its my grandad i miss.
He was my role model, he was the one that was there for me, to celebrate my good times and to give me the suport i needed.
I miss him so much it hurts.
Why does every one seem to die on me.
everyone i love seems to die - it scares me.
i miss them all so much, my lovely mum, my grandma, my grandad, and my father.
Have i been that bad, do i deserve it?
i must do, coz i'm all alone and i miss them all so much.
God it hurts so bad, i ache from inside. but its been years now and i just cant seem to move on.
its gonna haunt me forever, i'm never gonna get over this am i?
I feel i'm just waiting for the next one to die, how bad is that.
I'm so sorry x
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