Today I'm hurting so bad I just want to die. Michael my husband will be dead 1 year next Friday and I feel as though I'm back there again! You see today was the beginning of the end. He had Liver cancer and it was this day last year that he realised he couldn't beat it. I watched the realisation dawn and I watched him give up the fight. I know he was right and I supported his decision to die, even letting him go when the time came, but Oh God! I want him back! I can't go on without him. 6 weeks ago I thought I had come a long way but now I'm back there and I want to die. If anyone reads this will they think of me today. I know I have to go on but it's so hard...
Mary.
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Like all of us who read your message, we will be thinking of you. I well remember the first day of Pat's beginning to die. The anniversary of that was in May, and the anniversary of her death was in April. Both horrible days. Please keep on. You don't have to die to be with your lost person. They are here with you all the time, I'm sure. Love
Derry
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Poor Mary - I feel for you so much. How are you now? I want to die also. I want to be with my darling sister who died 19 weeks ago. The pain is unbearable and I know just how you are feeling. I'm so sorry you are feeling so bad but keep writing on this site. It does help a little bit. If you want to talk we are all here
Regards
Audrey
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