The realisation that i'm alone
The hope that they'll remember me this christmas?
It's July and yet i'm thinkin of christmas already.
I hate this time of year, waiting for the pity invites to come in. If they actually do.
I hope that my Aunty invites me for the 1st time ever but if she doesn't know how I'll do?
what am i gonna do?
Be alone again~????
It's so early yet i'm so scared already?
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