Ive been searching for a site to express my feelings others dont seem very good. I lost my darling husband of 32years of marriage very suddenly on 20th june he was 53. I am 50! He has cared for my over the last year as i have had breast cancer and had just returned to work after we had put the last year behind us and had a weeks holiday just the two of us. Im so glad we did our children even though they are adults and have left home usually come with us. I miss him so much, his voice his touch his smile his bad jokes! I never thought i would be without him. Even when im in a room full of people its empty.i start back at work tomorrow its going to be very hard i am so nervous.My husband meant the world to me i cant imagine life without him but i know he would have wanted me to carry on somehow especially after what we had been through.
Thanks for listening
Take care everyone x
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