Today I am grateful I start later:o) and Sing still is on the same time schedule so we are all up. Only a cat can run a house.
Today I am grateful for sleep, deep restless sleep. I love how Terra Singh shares it is our deepest sleep we are closest to God. In witnessing early dementia it is wonderful to see how our limited mind is like a spinning wheel where thoughts keep recurring and knowing the only place to go is up.
Today I am grateful for the little Chinese plate lunch place, orange chicken, sweet sour cabbage and beef broccoli. Laeha loves when I fall off my vegetarian diet.
Today I am grateful my son called to ask me about interest in buying a truck....... and I was able to tell him that different banks or loan companies have different programs and I was able offer money for a down but he refused...... and I asked if he wanted to use my name as he is in transition with jobs but still, "No." I am so grateful to be working.
Today I am grateful again for Terra Singh as I remember him saying that children were the biggest temptation in believing in a world that is special/separate. What a wonderful teacher/fire to align with....... a fire that doesn't go out or burn.
Today I am grateful that I have a day to tape. I am going to put the Joseph Campbell's Power of Myths on tape for a couple of Clients. Every moment is so precious with the physical world as everything turns into illuminating form of I am when I remember it is not all about me:o)
Today I too am grateful for Hawkins and his graph of emotions that I carry with me. He truly walks us out of the pain body mental/time bound mind into the now. Now when I am eating Jerry Garcia's Cherry Vanilla Ice Cream....... I have to acknowledge the craving is totally from the pain body:o) and my mental noise mind is so quite........ My ego loves to tell me we are not easing out god:o)
In explaining to my Client's wife that it is important her husband is puréed food is just like putting the correct fuel in the car. He was a auto parts salesman his whole life. His brother transcended standing up holding on to the bathroom sink. My Client has to eat puréed food because his lungs fill up with fluid. The food some how goes into the lungs and it stops his breathing. He has been in ER five times within the last year. Because of the wife's early dementia she forgets and wants him to eat regular food. It is wonderful to know form feeds form and being is just being. We are blessed.
Today I am grateful to have a Cyberfamily where I am able to align my thoughts with the singing of the birds awakening, for we have only One Sky, love patty
Posted on Aug 24, 2003, 10:40 AM from IP address 64.75.158.17