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Nope...my junque is not all gone...

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Lesson #69??My grievances hide the light of the world in me.?

The dark cloud of grievances...
clean out time for rell!

Dear Holy Spirit:

The reverence with which I undertake these lessons
Comes upon me without asking, because my many grievances
Are hiding the Light of this World for everyone.
There is no reason for me to guilt me, as well I could, and do,
The resolutions will come from my actions...
Showing up in them big time!

Each time these exercises are presented to me
Is another time to go for that many layers of junque?

I often wonder which millennium will be the time
That this glorious wonder occurs?
Where will I be in my willing progress?
Which stepping stone am I dragging my feet on?
What is my payoff for stalling??
Besides thinking I need be loyal to my idols?

Like going back past the great black cloud's accumulation
Of all the idols I know and that I no longer need?
They are staring and swirling at me right here in my eyes...
And, me, desirous of releasing them one by one to Holy Spirit
Because I had/have decided wrongly...and can decide again...
Because I want to bring my willing part into attaining this peace.

And now back to watching the churning blacknesses disappear
As the brilliant cloisonné' outlines and shrinks
This luminous black clouds of illusions
As gloriously as Holy Spirit is given free reign
Over the guilts as they blast forth at me
As if I am watching the beginning of an OMNIMAX...
And grinning back at Holy Spirit, saying:

"You sure do good work...can you pick me up?
I have no bones in these knees"...amen

*** love...rell









Posted on Mar 9, 2006, 7:30 AM
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