Lesson #166 “I am entrusted with the gifts of God.”
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Lesson #166 “I am entrusted with the gifts of God.”
All things are given us.
God's trust in us is limitless.
He knows His Son/His Sons/His Children…All of us.
He holds back nothing
That would make us happy and joyous and free.
But here is the clincher…
Unless our will is one with His Will
His gifts cannot be and are not yet received by us.
Our question is:
Why would we think there is another will than His?
The answer is simply:
This is what we thought we learned.
The paradox that underlies all of this is:
This ego world is not the Will of God.
So it is not real regardless of what we have learned.
It is impossible to look upon the egoworld,
Judge it certain, solid, trustworthy and true
And still believe in two creators: Impossible indeed!
God gifts are not acceptable to us who think this.
To me, rell, yes, I thought I wanted it both ways…
But I’m far enough along in this study to know
I am not able to accept God’s gifts and contradict the truth.
Yes, I was a holdout for both for a long long time.
Yes, there are still faces that I see
That takes longer than others
To see the love in there
So I’ll know that I am loving too.
Never would I ever have imagined
God going with me where ever I aimlessly wandered,
And God’s gifts were unknowingly with me, too.
Never!
Never would I ever have believed that.
Then “things” started happening to me.
I went to places I never thought that I’d ever see.
I saw “things” like setting in the bottom of Zion Canyon…
My psyche vibrating uncontrollably
Me shaking in bewilderedment!
Feeling the Universe closing in on me.
Nothing on this dimension of magnitude
Had ever shook me so hard before.
I was sorely overcome on top of Machu Picchu
I had no bones…I was limp with gratitude…
The Lorelei by the river Rhine
And the red rocks of Sadona
Fast brought me to tears of appreciation.
Little did I know God was with me where ever I was at…
Little did I know these were sacred sites.
Little did I know that I would learn to receive and share…
Never!
These were the beginnings of me
Having a yearning to walk with God,
Then in 1977, my sister sent me these books,
And I met a soulmate, too…
And I learned God had never left me.
That I was an idea of His…that had never left It’s Source.
The more I began to open my mind
To know God’s Love for me…
The more God’s gifts were bestowed upon me.
I am entrusted with these gifts of God.
I love to come to this cyberplace
And share what the Universe wants me to have…
That I am able to open my mind to receive
And then to give as I keep all I give.
Yes, a transformation of an unknowingness quality
Has come over me…
As I share these gifts with this cybersphere…
I do not know the depth of my sharing
But I do know of the joy it brings to me…
It is ours!
***in peace and love…rell
Posted on Jun 8, 2007, 9:24 AM from IP address 75.132.82.168