So I am 114-115 again. Weird. I think it was all the water retention from my period, and purging, and then the fact that I was REALLY backed up (laxatives=relief).

Anyone here who has been at a really low weight and have now gained, or have gained and started to lose again. . .I have a question for you.

Do you find that you look fatter, and your clothes are tighter, than they were BEFORE you hit your low weight, even though at that time you weighed the same as you do now?

I swear, my legs and arms were thinner, and my jeans fit better (i have the same ones, and i remember at this weight they started being too big, and now they are tight) when I was 115 lbs. before I reached 93 lbs. And now, even though I'm 115 lbs., i just look (and am) bigger.

This sucks.


Death is only the last chapter to a book that bores them to tears

Hmmm I think I know what you mean....Like the first time around that I got to 110 people started to notice and m ypants kept falling off...but the 2nd time around that I hit 110 everything was a bit more snug...yeah...thats how it is with me anyway....Thats awesome that it was just water weight....I binged really bad again last night...I'm afraid to get on the scale...if mine were water weight I think I would have lost it already...I dunno...ure doing great though! :D STAY STRONG!!
lots of luv
~Kate~

I knew it was just water.

 

hip-hip-hooray for laxatives!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

(I think i'm hooked-but the box says it's ok to

drink a cup of the dieters tea until you die- to

maintain your weight. So they can't be bad for

you right?)

 

um, yeah the first time I got down between 95-98

I looked like hell. You could see the bones everywhere

and I looked grey-and i'm hispanic so that's hard to do!

 

I guess this time I don't look too sick and boney because I lost

the weight so slooooooow. It took me more than a year to lose it.

good luck!

"And so I went through the looking glass, stepped into the netherworld, where up is down and food is greed, where convex mirrors cover the walls, where death is honor and flesh is weak. It is ever so easy to go. Harder to find your way back."



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Bust: 30
Upper Waist: 23.5
Belly Button: 25
Hips: 30
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Weight: 95 pounds
Body Fat: 11.22%
BMI: 17.4
Goal BMI: 17