HOLY SHIT!! I was so neervouse about going to the counselor yesterday....it was my 2nd visit but the 1st guy (Dr. Wang) transfered me to this other guy (we'll call him Dr. Mike)cause he said he'd be able to help me better...so I had never met him...I get there...and he's fucking HOT!!! he's young...his card says residence so he's almost a Dr. But at least when i was there I wasnt bawling my eyes out the entire time like when I went to see Dr. Wang. SO my visit was awesome! besides the fact that he's a total hottie he actually made me realize sum things that I never thought of before. Like...I never CHOSE to go to college...I just went because it is the enxt step....I never had a conversation with anyone about what I want to do with my life...I just take like...my dads suggestions and tell people thats what I want to do...but I dont really....he said I work to hard at pleasing other people...I get overwhelmed but when I am asked how things are I do not let them know...and he knoew from his notes with the 1st guy that I binge and purge...he dint ask a thing anout ana/mia which I was so happy about...I wanna hold onto ana...be thin one day...I mean I'm sure he'll find out about ana but the later the better :D The thing I need help with is getting through school and figuring out a career n stuff and I think he might actually be able to helo me...I am actually really excited...I would definitely say counseling is a good thing to try...Iguess it depends on who you get but it can be a REALLY good experience....I hope you all are doing well
lots of luv
~Kate~

It is true - seeing a good therapist is a big help...sometimes I think the only reason I have lived this long is down to one of my therapists being so amazing at understanding what I am thinking...and lets face it, my therapy has not made me give up ana...just made me less suicidal I guess.
Very proud of you and very pleased for you.
Hugs xoxoxo

HW - 136 pounds
LW - 74 pounds
CW - 81.5 pounds
GW - 60 pounds

If there is a God I am praying for thinness so please start listening!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so proud that you took that step kate! and so glad its gone well! thats great! it really does help if you have a good therapist/counsellor! you seem to have found a good one! keep it up and keep us updated! x

i'm grinning!!!

makes me feel not so scared that he didn't push the

whole ana/mia thing.

so happy for you.

"And so I went through the looking glass, stepped into the netherworld, where up is down and food is greed, where convex mirrors cover the walls, where death is honor and flesh is weak. It is ever so easy to go. Harder to find your way back."



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Bust: 30
Upper Waist: 23.5
Belly Button: 25
Hips: 30
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Weight: 95 pounds
Body Fat: 11.22%
BMI: 17.4
Goal BMI: 17