I'm so glad you wrote here. I know what that depression feels like, even though my circumstances were different. And I know that it is hard to now know that you will never get the admission of guilt that would have been so validating for you. It's ok to grieve the loss....you are grieving the loss of the dreams you had but never came true, and of the childhood you wanted and never had. That is so common. I am here to support you through this. Please know that you are not alone.
Peace,
Terrie
Posted on Nov 6, 2001, 7:21 AM from IP address 205.188.192.161