You sound so sad, it is a horrible place to be in when you feel so alone and uncared for. I have been in that place many times myself.
What i have learnt though is that our depression tells us lies, yes I know the feelings seem so very real but if you can look a little harder then you will see that there are people that care and there are people that don't for one minute think you are worthless or useless.
Hang in there Tam, be proud of the efforts you have put into losing weight, in the effort it took to share with us how you feel and know that I do care about you.
Terry
Posted on Nov 11, 2001, 9:46 PM from IP address 202.139.58.246