I am 43 years old and been in therapy for over a year and was doing ok up until 4 weeks ago, I started to feel for the firt time the pain of all my loses the pain is worse then the act it self and I feel like I am crazy.I was having a hard time going to work.So I have taking a loa for now.I see my the theropist once a week pluse a group with 6 other women going through traum and my theropist is in charge.Do to all this it has brought everthing to the surfice and it is overwhelming .There is know turning back at this point this I know.I really don't want to but some times I want to give up.It comes and goes.I really need to talk about it with people who have been through it.Well that is all for now ,I am sorry for my spelling is not that great.Thank you for listening. Bye for now! Jo-ann
Posted on Dec 16, 2001, 12:19 PM from IP address 64.12.105.38