for the past few months we've been mummy to a beautiful border collie/cattle pup... today we had to take her to the pound.
it's been coming for awhile, fiance and i are both rather allergic to her, and he's been getting worse and worse by the day..
we were going to put an ad in the paper but decided this way was best..
and to be honest? i bawled. i cried and cried all the way home and even after we were home i cried some more. i'm veryvery upset by it all and i feel like i've failed her. if iw as a better pet owner i wouldn't have had to give her away and that hurst. i think i woulda been okay at first if when we were walking out she hadn't cried. and i knew it was her.. i know her cry too well for it to have been another doggy.
i loved her. some day i'll post a picture of her because she's a beautiful dog. i hope whoever her new owner(s) are, they appreciate and love her nearly as much as i did.
but i miss her a lot already. the house doens't feel right without her here right now. i know i'll get over it in time but right now i'm very sad about it all.
sorry to waste ya'lls time on it.. it's just very upsetting for me right now and i needed to get it out. sorry..
~dawni
Posted on Jan 8, 2002, 1:30 AM from IP address 203.164.84.103