Thank you for your kind words and support. I think I knew in the back of my head that the forum would eventually be attacked, am just grateful that I was the one who found it that way and not anyone else. At least I don't think anyone saw it, I haven't heard that from anyone who posted there. It was easier to tear it down than fight them, they are a vicious bunch who will stop at nothing to hurt others.
I am sorry that Laura is afraid to post here, but I understand, I am reluctant myself. Unfortunately I am not in a place where I can continue to privately email either. That trust has also been broken for me. I hope you guys are doing ok, I will look here once in a while for you, but frankly my posting days are pretty much over. I feel I am being forced to post under my legal name on the open internet and after the constant battering, I do not feel comfortable doing that. But if I DON'T use my name, everyone who is anony is attacked, whether it is me or not. Easier just not to post at all.
Please thank the girls for writing with me. It was fun to post with them and gave me back my faith in myself. I know I am good inside dispite what others would say. We were able to share some caring for each other and that is really what makes the wonderful part of the human spirit show through. It was like a gift to me, one I cherish and will not forget. I will be thinking about you all.
Love (hope that's not a trigger but it is my true feeling),
Elise
Posted on Jan 23, 2002, 1:45 PM from IP address 65.25.234.102