i was abused from thee time i was born...actually, before until i was 32...involving my parents and others pertinent to them
sra, porn, sexual, physical, emotional, verbal
when married and found out, our marriage ended pretty quickly...he wasn't denied anything, but he chose my best friend
i wanted to be the best wife, the best mom and i ended being a doormat
i also found myself lying at first because i was afraid of how to answer and we didn't understand any triggers and there were so many...bugged him like crazy
i was married to him for 17 years
when he found out, he would call out alters for his benefit
2nd husband was financially and physically abusive and wanted a mommy...left pretty quickly
he was sympathetic to DID, but never cared to find out more and while at t with me, he often fell asleep
doing better now...have 3 very healthy and happy daughters, each very individual and independent
they are grown and live in the same city as their dad, yet one is moving soon and the youngest does come out and visit...at this time, will probably come out for the whole summer and possibly move in with me again...she's 16
anymore ?'s....i left my email
glad to help
hopey
Posted on Mar 26, 2002, 7:17 PM from IP address 198.76.188.4