first hug.....real safe one....to my daughter.....she is almost 11.
by Paule (no login)I know am suppose to be in bed..thought I d share this before...
This afternoon,I had a long...big ...full of feeling (new to me) with
my oldest daughter...
IT started out by....my girl asking me if i loved her!!!.....that
hurt..a lot...
I was able to explain few things..no detail to her,told her, about
the difficulty i had with my past.....that i need help,that i see a
person who is helping me...i aslo was able to tell her i need her
help....at home....when i dont feel good...even if i do feel
good.....i just told her i need her to...be a good kid...
she cried..and told me she undertsood..and said she would
help...guess what.....I had tears..and she saw them..and she didnt
laugh.....SHE took me in her arms...and held me tight..until i did
to...and you know what it felt good and safe.....we held for a good
10 mins....none of us wanted to let go....
it was first time....we did this...
i cant all say how i felt...but it was good.....other this was
said....but i cnat rememebr all....now too exited.....have to go to
bed...and..dont want to....
thanx for listening....
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