Terrie. lisa an Max an family
by Jamie-lee (no login)and anyone else whos interested.
Well firstly of all HUGE THANKYOU TO Terrie an lisa for talkin and emailing me. I think yr both real kool and i think u dont know how kool. THANKS for not making me feel stupid even though my wirtting sux and THANKS for caring and for just wanting to know me i suppose is a good way to say that.
The first ever time i posted on here which wasnt al that long ago i know but that first time i was scared of what ppl would think and i worried about what i shouldnt say but you two have made me feel well better about those feelings. I also thought all adults sucked and yep even my foster mum i really thought she was full of crap but i cant say i totally believe her now either and thats part of why im leaving. I also thought that when i first posted that i dont know anyone here and well the net has always been something that my mum was paranoid about but then she got paranoid about stupid stuff to like things that dont get you paranoid if yr not sick like her. I think that when i realised or was told that you owned the these boards Terrie i thought well if u didnt care and u weren't someone like u r which is good then you wouldnt bothered to make them in the first place. And lisa well u remind me of an old friend i used to have and she was funny like u 2. Anyway like i did say i am leaving my foster mum and i do have lots of reasons for this but the major one is because i want to. I think it is time that i make my own choices and im fine anyway, nobody will ever make me do stuff i dont wanna do again and im sick of being thought about like im some weak little stray puppy dog who needs a home or someone to fix me. I did not ask for the life i got and i will not live another life now that i dont want to live. I am going to go out and find and make a life for me and for only me. I will not be going to court they can stick that right up there butts. My mum used to say that God only helps those who help them selves an u know ithink that perhaps that she was right in away and im gunna help me from now on and then myabe just maybe that dude will listen for once.
Well guess that this is it and i will not be on the net nomore so cant come here. i have yr addresses Terrie an lisa so if it is ok
i will write to u the normal way some day and see how ya doin. Thanks again for caring an for not makin me feel stupid. And for evreything.
luv ya's Terrie an lisa
bye bye to anyone who dont know me an might be readin
from Jamie-lee
from IP address 203.54.112.74
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