Well Friends, As i have said before I am at the point in my recovery where I control (or thought i did) my abuse and it no longer controls me...you know....all that forgiveness bit i threw your ways...well I am a total idiot....
today in one of my classes...someone raised their hand and wanted to know how to handle a phone call they had received last nite from a nineteen year old girl that informed her that she had been molested by three family members from the time she was in fourth grade....
anyway, for some reason...dont know if i am tired and defenses are down, or if it took me off guard or what...but i suddenly became extremely angry and broke down in tears right there in the middle of class...
i could tell everyone was uncomfortable and didnt know how to respond...unfortunately i have to return to class next week..and thereafter...but i did end up telling them that i was sexually molested as i was growing up and then i told her what to do for that young lady....
anyway.. i know that you all are the only ones that could appreciate a story like this and understand where i am coming from...thanks for letting me share...
sandy
Posted on Apr 15, 2002, 10:02 PM from IP address 64.12.102.172