He's old fashioned. I'm independent. I take care of my kids and his kids and now that summer is here, I play a lot of softball. I always have. Last year I only played once a week because when I mentioned playing twice, he said, "Don't you think once a week is sufficient?" So, I only played one day a week. This year I am playing two nights a week and also subbing for my sister's team on Tuesday nights. Now he's become suspcious. I get a barrage of questions at 4:30 in the morning as to why my hair was not wet when I came home from softball last night? NP, as you know, it's been doing nothing but rain here. And it was only sprinkling when we played. So I get the third degree on that. I'm so tired of it. Now that I'm not home to care for his children every day of the week, now I'm cheating on him and lying about it by using softball as a cover up (I'm joking. That's sarcasm). It's just goofy. And I'm just tired of it. It's been this way for two years. And I can't handle it anymore. And, who knows, he probably even comes here and reads my posts, but that's ok too because at least then he'll know how I feel. It's not a good feeling to know you're not trusted.
Posted on May 8, 2002, 11:52 AM from IP address 63.161.12.129