not feelin good...need talk ..trigger******
by Paule..... (no login)sorry to my inside familly..cant help yu..feel shame...sorry...sorry lisa...yu try hard to reach out.sorry....
not thinking strait these days...
not feeling good..trying to no sink into water
feel so deep the water....
is realy hard to breath...
memories.....the pain...
im eating less .is now i kow im not good...
food taste so bad..
fwwl so hopless...no no life,,,,
keep praying god....
is all i do...
have no enrgy...
is even hard to reply to others post..even if iwant to..
words dont ccome out....
i dont feel safee with myself.....
hate myself for not beeing ther for my insiders..
im letting them down....
i know they skared ..
cant help them....
so weak.....so darnnn weak......
nto sure wat to do....
see T on tuesday......
am just sitng here...no enrgy...
doing nothing....cant....
cant cry.....have no sholder to cry on....
wy god..hep me.....please...help me.....
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