I've decided not to go back to the groups I have been going to. I get triggered and sometimes feel sorry for myself after a group. I realize that some people are there for things that we have already taken care of and if we can encourage them, that's good. But, we don't deserve to get triggered.
We are thnking that maye keeping busy is a better idea than feeling sorry for ourselves or getting triggered. What do you think about us volunteering at our Ch*rch office 2 days a week? They need help and we need to eventually go back to work. Working in an office is a good idea for us so we don't have to work strange hours. If we volunteer at Ch*rch, then maybe we can get some office skills and then get a good job as a receptionist or an office worker. We won't be able to go back to work until after the wedding in January. This would give us some time to see if we can keep a committment to be at a job when we are expected to be and to see if we can work in spite of all the people inside. Sometimes, the insiders will not want to do things except stay at home and they would have to learn that we have a job to do.
Is this a good idea when we are still having problems?
We are still trying to get off of a medicine and it is so hard.
Hope
Posted on Aug 20, 2003, 8:57 AM from IP address 152.163.252.232