How do you get to be *normal*? I mean, I know that there's supposed to be no such thing as normal but there is really such a thing. Society has a standard that they deem as being "normal" and I don't fit into it. Not even a little bit.
I got laughed at AGAIN the other day because a child at the place we do voluntary work asked us to her birthday party. I'd love to go. I *am* going. But the boss (who laughed at me last time, and who seems to take me for granted) laughed at me and commented that "um Nikki, why don't you tell the kids that you're 25 years old and that you're not a kid anymore"... the stupid thing is that she's right really. The body is not a child anymore, even if there's lots of children inside.
We really want to go to the party coz it's an ice skating party and we've never ice skated before and also coz they're having balloons and cake and candles and party foods that we're allowed to eat just this once...
but now we feel stupid and dumb. We should NOT want to go to a kids party, right? We shouldn't enjoy hanging around the kids more than the adults coz the kids are fun and not scary and they actually like us unlike the big peoples.
Feel very stupid and rong an brokend
sori
Posted on Nov 13, 2003, 4:55 AM from IP address 203.217.24.6