my name is laura or that's what i call myself most of the time. i don't know what to say i'm confused. something tells me to just write so i will. i'm really lost right now kind of like being in a tunnel and watching everything go by and it scares me. i've been in therapy for a long long time now. i'm 33 years old. i've been abused and that makes me angry but not time for my angry feelings now because they might blow you a way and i'd really like you to stay now. i have a good therapist, she believes in me when i don't. she believes i have a dissociative disorder. help! i need a friend who understands this. la la la la la, laurie is singing don't she have a pretty voice? she is pretty much tagging at me all the time now. i don't know why, i keep pushing her away and that makes her angry. let me tell you right now that i hate sex and i don't understand right now. my days lately are filled with high anxiety and panic. d.i.d. can anyone help? my e-mail is lau6w@aol.com
laura
Posted on Jun 13, 2004, 7:16 AM from IP address 64.12.116.130