this is my 1st post here. basically I feel like I am still suffering. not healing. it's still there. I can't shake the crap (abuse,sexual and child)
I'm sure my parents wouldn't thing it was abuse. (discipline)but I'm sorry Mom but I think YOU ABUSED ME.. question is picking a little girl up by her pony tail abuse?? hitting with a spoon. bare but with the belt? for some reason I can't get this stuff out in therapy ..well I have and forgot it for a while but now it's back again. I'm depressed and still fighting though. I'm just so unhappy . I feel ugly and am too ashamed to say some stuff in therapy. I hate sitting there crying feeling like a jerk.oh btw I'm bipolar and PTSD
please I feel invisible or alone..not sure which.
Posted on Jul 24, 2000, 10:14 PM from IP address 24.4.252.66