I've noticed that with me. I'm better for a while like 4 months or so. and then it all comes back. It's hard at times. I keep wanting to work on the present with my therapist. and it's not working because I still have that past junk creeping back up on me. I've told him that at times. Next visit I'm sure I'll talk about it again. I know I need a
good cry about it .but it won't come out. I don't know why. maybe because I don't want anyone to see me cry. It's almost like I feel like if I'm crying I'm crumbling. but I know I'm not. (things are strange how they appear to us aren't they?)
Did you see my post back to Terrie?
Lisa .. ps. nice to meet you and thank you for listening
Posted on Jul 26, 2000, 8:40 AM from IP address 24.4.252.66