Hi Emma. It sounds like you've done a very difficult thing. I know I've had to let go of someone I loved dearly once, and although the reasons were different, I know how incredibly much it hurts. And I also know how much the jealousy can hurt, when someone you love is with someone else instead of you, because I've been there too. But you know what? She may have been your only 3D support system, but you still have us here, and personally, I think cyber support is great, and I sometimes find myself more willing to open up and talk to my cyber support system than my 3d one. So you're not alone, Emma. Not at all. Perhaps you can take this time away from her to process your feelings. Also, you might consider writing her a letter explaining why you had to leave (you don't have to send it...this is just a good way of processing feelings). We're here for you Emma....please come back and write anytime.
Peace,
Terrie
Posted on Oct 10, 2000, 4:45 PM from IP address 205.188.199.31