My t made the decision that I needed to move on to someone more skilled and experienced in DID. It was also her hope that the service she referred me to would be able to provide me with more support than she was able to give.
This occured during a time of crisis, I was extremely dpressed and suicidal, she had helped me through a period like this before but it had become cyclic, I would be ok for about three months and then very down before lifting again.
There were also some other dymnamics at play as well, I had begun to get very concerned about being so dependant on my t and during this particular crisis this manifested by my not letting her help me.
Needless to say ultimately it has been a huge wrench particularly as the change was outside of my control. Having got this far though I am beginning to see some advantages to the change. It is causing me great distress to say that because its like I'm betraying a t I liked and respected very much.
Can't say anymore for now, Ill catch up with you again another time.
Terry
Posted on Nov 6, 2000, 7:08 PM from IP address 202.139.59.131