I'm just so tired of the struggle to survive. I'm tired of searching for love and a place to belong. I often wonder who I would have been if I hadn't been sexually or physically abused. What if I had been born into a stable family that would have wanted me and loved me. What if when I was being abused, somebody would have walked in and put an end to the abuse, would have dragged my abuser off of the little girl and would have picked her up and held her and made all of the hurt go away. the little girl is getting tired of searching and begging for love and acceptance. and i don't know how to help her or how to give her what she needs. thank you all for listening, and I'll be in touch soon.
Posted on Nov 30, 2000, 5:26 AM from IP address 129.176.160.61