hi cindy
i understand what you feel as this is the way i feel in life also.
wondering when i will find some connection to anything
friends nope and especially family as they have told me to get over it
like thay have no idea as it was our father and step mother that abused in all ways of life towards me
i have been through abusive relationships also
and i think man i am bad
i have to remind myself that i was a child and they were the adults
i like terri's idea about the doll
i may even do that myself
please remember that u are a good person no matter what
and we love ourselves first and that is what is most important
i know that myself have a long road in front of me but i turn here leave the few notes and read my books and also pray
thoughts to u
Posted on Nov 30, 2000, 10:14 PM from IP address 209.53.248.92