Hi Terry- Getting your note tonight made me smile. Christmas has been a rough time this year, as always but we got through it. I ended up in the er Christmas night and again the next day. turns out I have a cyst in my right ovary with bleeding into the cyst. I have been haveng tests everyday since Christmas and have another test tomorrow and then see the surgeon again on Friday and will probably have surgery either Fri or next Tuesday. My Roo is not handling that real well-we both are feeling extremely alone in this and I really wish I had a mom that would be there for me, but we haven't spoke in years. I just really want my mom right now though. I'm a nurse-I take care of sick and premature babies-but when it comes to this kind of stuff for myself, I just don't do well. Roo is really missing Little One, and we are going to get a package in the mail tomorrow I hope to Terrie for Little One. I hope that will make her feel better. She is so precious and I know Roo loves her lots. when I wqas little I never had friends on a long term basis-there was too much covering up that had to be done and that made it very hard for me to have friends. I'm learning to let Roo have that joy now-and your Little One has been so good to her. Give yourself and Little One a big hug for me and if you e-mail me I will keep you updated on what is going on with me-I just don't want to go into a lot of detail here. Hope to hear from you again soon. Keep yourself safe and tell Little One that Roo and I both love her. I'm looking for a teddy bear for her like Roo has and then they can have that connection between them. Love to all of you-Cindy
Posted on Dec 27, 2000, 8:28 PM from IP address 209.180.52.196