Hi darling girl, We were having a bad time with flashbacks but it has all settled again - thank goodness!! What I find hard to write is what I actually remember as a child, the fear and anxiety knowing that "something" bad was going to happen. This is before the others take over the memory, even as I write this though it makes me wonder if at the moment of knowing that something terrible was going to happen someone was with me, not out completely but present. That might account for how I write what I remember.
I hope these more peacful days last for a while, please keep me in your prayers.
How are things with you? Any HOT dates????? hehe
love you so very much
Terry
Posted on Apr 1, 2001, 9:17 PM from IP address 202.139.58.249