It is an amazing thing to me that we can be surrounded by people but feel so incredibly alone. Once we were truly alone, at the times we were being hurt and noone was there to protect us or rescue us or even believe us. It is this feeling of aloneness that we have bought forward in our lives, I believe.
As for friendships, I have lots of people in my life but very few who know or understand what goes on inside me. My place has been to be there for others, not have them there for me and I find that continues very much today. I try really hard to "share" me with those I feel closest too but I am most successful right here online
btw don't worry about the "pity party" its ok, you were just telling it like it is.
Terry
Posted on Apr 9, 2001, 5:22 AM from IP address 203.166.44.251