And i so relate with your statement on how we sometimes direct our anger at each other, instead of at the people who deserve it. I sometimes wonder how my "friends" put up with me, or my outbursts, my only friends are "online ones" (i have 3) as i am not too good with having face to face ones, these friends are so special and mean more to me than anything, it would have been so easy for them to have just ditched me and no longer email or IM, but they havn't, they've stuck by me and have helped me see that true friends are there for us no matter what, the good times and the bad. There not survivors themselves but have taken the time to "understand" + "accept" me and helped me see that im so much more then what i see myself as, that to me makes them even more special. Guess i never thought i'd know what a true friend was.
Anyway now that ive gone on i'll sign off.
Have a good day, and be gentle with yourself
Posted on Sep 2, 2001, 11:27 AM from IP address 210.49.20.31